Friday, October 29, 2010

This past week

Wow, the energies of this past week were very intense. I have talked to others about this, and we all agree that it has been difficult to focus, especially on mundane tasks. I found that i needed to just be still. I couldn't really remember any dreams or have any deep meditations. Instead, i felt like i was on absorption mode. It felt like there were energies entering my body and the planet that were so high in frequency that all i could do was be as still as possible and try to keep my mind clear and free of fear.

The free of fear part was not too easy. The high frequencies entering my--our--body is clearing out old patterns of fear and habits of behavior. Since they were being cleared from our subconscious, they were first revealed to our conscious mind so that we could release them. After all our work and self-introspection, we are familiar with our own demons, but we still don't like to have to visit them again. On the other hand, every time we release our many lives of accumulated darkness/fear we are able to absorb more light. This new light then allows us to unconditionally love ourselves enough to go deeper into archives to clear out more. Since WE are the Earth, whenever we clear our selves, we also clear Gaia.

Have you notices all the ET sightings lately. It is really starting to heat up now. More and more whistle blowers are revealing old secrets that have been kept from us regarding the MYRIAD encounters that the government has had with extra-terrestrials for well over 50 years. It appears that Hollywood is on the verge of releasing many ET's coming to take over the world. More fear mongering!!! It is getting so boring. On the other hand, even the most asleep ones are getting de-sensitised to all the things we are supposed to fear. We are waking up and the Illuminati and all their friends are running scared.

Sometimes it is difficult to know all that is going on under-the-under, but it is important that we refuse to believe the lies that are fed to us and listen to our inner SELF above the propaganda that is fed us about the "reasons" why disasters are happening. On the highest level, these myriad "disasters and problems" are forcing us to look UP into our SELF to find the solutions that are seemingly impossible in our mundane life. When we look UP and IN we Know that we are going HOME to the fifth dimension!!!
What a great celebration that will be!

Monday, October 18, 2010


I had a meditation the other day. At first, all was black, and I had the impression that I was inside of my body. Then, I saw some prisoners, with old-fashion black and white stripped prison clothes. I think there were three or four of them. They were wrapped together with a heavy chain and being led away by a guard. I went to the guard to ask what he was doing. He said that they had to leave because they were the parts of me that kept me a prisoner to the third dimension. When I accepted that concept I saw many swirling beings, ghosts and illusions that flew around me. They, too, were leaving.

Finally, everything was gone, including most of my body. All that remained of my body was my spinal cord, which was surrounded by a golden light. I then looked up and saw a circle of light, which became a ball with a face. It was the face of my SELF. As I realized that, it became a head, which was put onto my spinal cord and clicked into place so that it firmly connected. I actually heard the “click.” I began to feel my resonance rise higher and higher. Then, like an old car going too fast on the freeway, my body started to shake faster and faster. Eventually, the shaking stopped and I opened my eyes. The world around me was the same, but I felt forever different.

I told the dream to quite a few people, as it seemed to fit their lives as well. In fact, I think it fits all of our lives. However, my body cannot always carry this “head.” In fact, I have been having many symptoms of transformation. I had to work the day of the meditation, but the next day and today I KNOW that I need to be still and take car of my 63 year “car.” Us vanguards that came in after WWII have had a long, hard run remembering our light and our bodies are not as adaptable as the younger models. Therefore, note to fellow baby boomers, be good to yourself and allow your earth vessel to slowly “remodel” its self. Below is the interpretation I received from the Arcturians.

Dear Arcturians, please assist me in interpreting this meditation.

Our dearest One, as you now remember, the meditation came in response to our call to you to go inside and receive a message. As we have been saying, the human language is far too limiting to fully conveying our messages. Hence, we sent you a message in image form. We also wanted you to experience the message in a kinesthetic manner, so that it could become a part of your muscle memory, as well as your mental memory. However, this was not just a message. It was a true experience.

We have been talking about “closing the gap” between your grounded self and your Multidimensional SELF, and we wanted you to have that experience. We also want you, as well as anyone who receives this message, to know that the gap between your human self and your Soul SELF is closing more and more each day. In fact, for many of you, that gap has now become a bridge. This bridge is “clicked-in” whenever you are able to enter into a higher state of consciousness, and serves as a beacon during your daily life. Therefore, when you feel overwhelmed by the daily duties and responsibilities, you can remember that you are ALWAYS connected to your SELF.

The parts of yourself that held you prisoner to the illusions of the third dimension need to be released in a moment-to-moment manner. First, you identify that which holds you back from your process of ascension. Secondly, you need to march these “prisoners” out of your life. There are many actions, jobs, people, places, things, activities and thoughts or emotions that you will release. Then, the many “ghost” of the past and “illusions” of the present lingering in your fourth dimensional aura, will also be released.

During this process of release you will feel a greater connection to your SELF. With every release, your resonance rises, at least within that moment of the NOW. We realize the great challenge that our grounded ones must face as they live amongst the many fears and illusions of a reality that appears to be crumbling before their eyes. However, this “crumbling” is actually the release of that which has held beloved Gaia a prisoner to the third dimension, as well. As each one of Her grounded ones releases their attachment to that which has limited their RETURN to SELF, they also free Gaia.

Most important of all, as you release that which restrained and imprisoned you, the vision of your SELF becomes clear and just before you.
We ask each of you who receive this message to LOOK UP to see your True SELF. The Light of your SELF is always there to guide you.

SEE the face of your SELF and allow the ball of Light to click into place.

HEAR the click.

FEEL the resonance of your higher light, as it courses up and down your spin.

ALLOW the light to grow stronger and stronger raising your resonance higher and higher.

Allow your body to SHAKE itself free of all remnents of that which have held you trapped into the illusions that float through your aura.

Shake off the past, and enter the NOW!

Sunday, October 10, 2010



I had a dream this week in which I was ascending. At about 3:00 am I woke up suddenly and heard in my head, “I just had a dream of ascension.” However, I could not remember how it felt. Of course, I then had to go to the bathroom. When I came back to bed, I tried to remember the feeling again, but I was distracted because my body was so hot. I was not a hot night, and the heat came from inside, not outside, of me.

I lay in bed for a while feeling the intense heat inside of me. Eventually, I fell back asleep. In the morning, I remembered the experience, but I still could not remember how the dream felt. Fortunately, I had an acupuncture appointment that day and determined to remember the feeling of my dream then.

When I was on the acupuncture table, it took a while to return to the dream, but gradually I began to see myself in what looked like a cloud. I was in an upright position with my hands pointing down, and I was slowly rising upwards. However, after just a short moment, I felt a tugging sensation on me feet, which stopped my upward motions.

I realized that there was something that I had to release. I didn’t know what that was, nor was that important. All that was important was that I had to release it so that I could continue my ascension. Therefore, I took a long breath and told myself, “Let go!” Instantly, I returned to my slow, but steady ascension upwards.

However, it was not long before I felt the tugging again. This time I knew what to do. I took a long breath and said, “Let go!” Again and again, I had to let go, never even knowing what I was letting go of. I only knew that ascension was most important, and I had to continue.

Eventually, I began to rise faster, and the tugging greatly diminished. It was then that I saw something far above. Controlling my excitement, I patiently (and I don’t do patience well) continue to float in an upward fashion towards the unknown. Thoughts drifted through my mind, but I could easily ignore them, and I began to feel the euphoria of the higher dimensions. My form began to tingle, my heart opened and my Third Eye became focused on the blurry object above me.

Eventually, all thoughts were released, and my emotions were only a sense of expectation and wonder. The tugging had stopped completely and the letting go was constant. I was living in Surrender, and it felt natural. I felt a light emanating from me, and my body felt extremely hot.

Then I saw a light from above, which was like the dawn coming through a dusky morning. As I moved closer to the light, the object above me became increasingly clear. It was an orb with a face, which I could not recognize as the light was too bright. As the face came closer and closer, it still could know recognize it, but I KNEW who it was. I was I. It was the face of my SELF.

As I went about my week, I remembered that ME, but only when I could “let go” of the drama, confusion, traffic, unpaid bill, etc. etc. I was not difficult to let go, but it was very difficult to remember to let go. The dream made it very clear the myriad choices that we must make within every moment of our life as to where we decide to place our attention.

If we choose to place our attention on that which disturbs our peace in any fashion, we are lost to the Face of our SELF and sink into the dramas and dissonance of 3D life. I wish I could say that I am totally changed and that I no longer place my attention on that which upsets me. But that would not be a true statement. To be honest, with myself and with you, I would have to say that I have taken the challenge to live that dream.

Therefore, I am more conscious now of “being tugged by something,” but often I become aware of that only after I have fallen into it. On the other hand, when I can instantly choose to let go and live in surrender, I am completely conscious of my ability to choose the life I am creating.

The energies leading up to today have been VERY intense, fast, confusing, disruptive AND transformational. Our Soul has been calling us, while our ego has been tugging at our sleeve. Our process of ascension has begun, and like all processes, the most difficult part is breaking free of the inertia.

Therefore, we have to do something different every day. My father used to always say, “Study long, study wrong.” He also said, “Do something, even if it is wrong.” What he meant by that is that we could get stuck in trying to always be right. If we make a mistake, if we focus on fear—again—it is OK, as long as we catch our self—eventually! It is our ego who wants to always be right because our Soul resonates beyond all polarity. Hence, there is no right or wrong. There is only action.

It is through action that we learn, and we are learning as we go.
WE are creating our ascension! AND, we are creating it NOW!
Happy 10-10-10
Happy Ascension

By the way, 10-10-10 is so important because WE have made it important with our unity of attention and intention!

Friday, October 8, 2010

Surrendering to Unconditional Love


Feel the unconditional love that we, the Arcturians, send into your heart…

Take a long moment to relax into this feeling…

When you are ready, breathe OUT that love into your atmosphere…

See the beauty of the unconditional love as it travels on your breath to transmute fear and conflict into love and peace…

Observe how peace dances with the love…

Hear the melodious tones as they dance through the atmosphere...

Listen to this tune with your heart and give it your voice with your next exhale…

FEEL how the tones of peace and love resonate in your heart when you express them with the power of your voice…

Open your Throat Chakra further to amplify your tonal gift of unconditional love and planetary peace…

And now, we have a message from dear Gaia, so that you may better understand the wondrous gift that is soon to be yours upon your long-awaited reunion with the Galactic Center.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Surrendering to Heart's Call


Take a long moment to allow yourself to hear the call of your heart
Feel the frequency of love of your heart's call

Think of something, someone or someplace that you love
Allow the feeling of that love to fill your heart

Allow this love into the areas of your life in which you feel trapped or uncreative:

Visualize a dry desert upon which nothing can grow
Now see a small trickle of life-giving water

Watch as the water flows into the lifeless desert
See how this water leaves patches of green wherever it flows

Now, call upon the support of your Creator Self
To recalibrate your hologram to a higher frequency of reality

Visualize a gentle rain of higher frequency light
Observe how this rain of light turns the desert into a beautiful oasis

Seal this process into your unconscious mind
by replayed over and over throughout the day

Feel the areas of your life in which you feel in harmony with the higher light,
Breathe in thanksgiving for this harmony

Take a long moment to imprint a continuous loop of constant thanksgiving
To remember that:

Thanksgiving for the substance at hand
will duplicate the substance indefinitely

Happiness is not getting what you want, but wanting what you have.