Thursday, January 14, 2010

Two Worlds in ONE


Dear Arcturians,

I am typing this because I want to close my eyes and see you intimately in my visions. I am feeling that there is a deeper intimacy with you and with the fifth dimensional Earth that is just beyond my perception. I know that this intimacy is just above my mundane consciousness. However, even when I meditate, it appears to be beyond my perception, and emotional connection.

More and more I am experiencing the reality that I have known as the third dimension to be moving into my “past,” whereas the reality that I feel as the fifth dimension is moving into my present. It used to be that the third dimension was in my present and the fifth dimension was in my future.

Now there is no future, for when my consciousness moves into what would be the “future,” I feel it moving into the NOW. Also, my energy is pulling away from the mundane actions of the physical world, and I only feel energetic when I am engaged in an action, with people or in places that resonate to my fifth dimensional consciousness.

Nonetheless, this “coming attraction” that I feel just beyond my reach still alludes me. I have tried to meditate several times this morning, but for one reason or another, I could not. Hence, I am starting with this written request to you in hopes that I can connect with you this way. There is something in my conscious, likely ego, that seems to be in my way today. Can you please assist me?

Dearest Suzille,

When you write to us in this fashion, your hands, which are connected to your unconscious mind, take the reigns, which allow you to access Soul information that you conscious ego/mind is blocking.

Yes, what you are feeling, wanting, predicting is moving deeply into your daily life. In fact, it is moving into the daily lives of all who can accept this frequency of light. For, indeed, what you are experiencing is a frequency of light that has always been beyond your perception. However, now that Gaia is being released from the shackles of the old darkness, Her humans are increasingly joining the ranks of Her plants, insects, animals, elements and Elementals to journey into the fifth dimension.

Those humans who have opened their minds to the process of awakening are beginning to absorb this higher frequency light. Actually, the light is not “higher frequency” for it is multidimensional. Hence, it contains all frequencies, including the quantum, zero frequency. It is with the fifth dimension and beyond, as well as the zero point energies, that humanity is challenged. You are challenged because these energies are new to your physical perception. Your Multidimensional Soul/SELF Knows these cosmic waves of torsion energy well, but they are a unique experience for your earth vessel. Therefore, your earth vessel is struggling to embrace them, even when your Soul gives it the green light.

The reason for this struggle between your ego/self and your Soul/SELF is because you ego has been assigned to protect your earth vessel. These waves of torsion energy arriving from the Black Hole in the Galactic Center, are activating old codes in your Junk DNA that have been shut OFF since the fall of Atlantis. For over 12,000 years, your earth vessel has not had access to this genetic information and cannot recognize it. Hence, your earth vessel can perceive this information as an intruder and try to attack it.

Therefore, you are having an antibody war in your earth vessel, which creates great exhaustion. Fortunately, when your consciousness extends into the fifth dimension, you are so distracted by the feelings of unconditional love, gratitude, peace and calm, that you can easily ignore the conflict in your earth vessel. Normally, one would begin their ascension process at this time. In fact, many of the members of the Planetary Ascension Team have had the experience of ascension in one or more of their parallel realities.

However, in these other realities, you “died” and abandoned your physical house in order to soar into your true Home in the fifth dimension. In your present case, you have volunteered to stay in your earth vessel and stay on physical Earth to assist with planetary ascension. Hence, your consciousness is in one dimension and your body is in another. It is through consciously closing this gap that you assist with the planetary ascension. Your consciousness forms a light bridge connection the two worlds, which beckons others to cross.

At first this situation will make you very spacey and extremely exhausted. However, as you begin to place your primary consciousness—your main control center—in the fifth dimension rather than the third, you will begin to get relief. At the beginning of our communication you said:“I am perceiving the reality that I have known as the third dimension to be moving into my “past,” whereas the reality that I feel as the fifth dimension is moving into my present. It used to be that the third dimension was in my present and the fifth dimension was in my future.”

Your “primary consciousness” is what your perceive as your “present.” Hence, you, many grounded ones and Gaia herself, are gradually transferring your primary consciousness from third dimensional Earth to fifth dimensional Earth. This process is much like one in which you would get a new home, but can still live in your old time for an extended time. In the manner, you can slowly and exactingly personalize your new home—Lightbody—while still living in your old home—earth vessel.

While having the two homes, bodies/realties, you can gradually transfer your primary consciousness from your old home/body and into your new one. However, these two “homes” are quite different, and you will need “time” to completely make this shift. However, once you move into your new home, time will no longer exist. Therefore, your third dimensional consciousness is becoming very confused. It has become addicted to the concepts of time and space, and can take on “fear” when you return from NO-time and NO-space, as it cannot integrate these concepts into its 3D brain.

This new fear, fear of an entirely novel reality, stops you from returning to your fifth dimensional reality. Hence, you may feel an increasing amount of fear that needs to be released again and again. You don’t understand why you are having this fear, for you have already done so much releasing. Therefore, please understand that your ego/self is quite frightened by the constant influx of the torsion waves that are foreign to it, and fears the imminent loss of its earth vessel.

The best way to deal with this situation is talk to your ego/self from the vantage point of your Soul/SELF. Tell you ego/self that there will be no loss, only a grand transformation from carbon-based body to light-based body. Show your ego/self how your light form already exists within your earth vessel, and expand your ego’s duties from just care and maintenance of the earth vessel to include care and maintenance of your inner light form. Surround your ego and earth vessel with the wonderful unconditional love, gratitude, peace and calm that you—Soul/SELF—experience every time you embrace the fifth dimensional reality.

Also, please call upon us, the Arcturians, as well as the other members of your Star Family, for assistance. You may call us through meditation or through writing, such as with this message.

We are all here within you, for in your true Multidimensional SELF, we are all ONE.

Dear readers,

I wanted to share this with you in its raw, hot off the press, fashion because I know that many of you are sharing my experiences. You will likely also see this information in a newsletter, but I didn’t want to wait until then to share this great message.


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

The Light

Good Morning,

I wanted to make a quick post about a dream I had last night. My right shoulder has been hurting and and "half awoke" as it was really bothering me. Then I heard, "put Light on it," so I did. I held the vision of light on my shoulder, as I went back into a deeper sleep. I then had a dream where I was watching three children. Everything was going great, then, for some reason, I starting yelling at one of the children. I think it was the oldest one. I looked around and the other two where gone. I went to look for them, and all the lamps in my house broke and the "lights went out." When I was meditating this morning, I realized that my shoulder is fine, and I also remembered the other part of the dream.

We are all doing fine-tuning on our Mastery of Energy (energy being our thoughts and emotions). I have discovered the small "fights with life" that my mind wants to go into. It is an old habit and the tail end of "being a victim." I have heard inside to "send it unconditional love" and/or "put light on it." When I do so, the situation gets solved. However, the resolution is not instant. It takes until I completely release the fight in my thoughts and emotions. Being born in 1946, I lived "undercover" for many years and had to see the "others" as an enemy to not totally forget my SELF. Now, I am releasing that old habit, but, as you all know, Old Habit Die Hard.

What old habits of negative thinking and emotions have you been releasing? What has your inner voice told you about how to handle them? It is important that we ALL "come out" and BE our true SELF--ALL the time. It may be shocking to ourselves and others at first, but we will eventually learn who to avoid who cannot accept us and move towards those accept us. We are learning that we can choose who we WANT to share our life with. However, if we still hide our our SELF from others, then others will hide their SELF from us.

2010 is the year in which we need to stand tall as the wonderful Beings that we are. No more hiding because others will judge us, then secretly judging them. I know how difficult it was to "come out," and how some people disappeared from my life when I did. However, I am not at all sorry, as now I can be ME. Of course, I know that there are times, at work, in the store, at a big party, etc. in which we mute ourselves back into our old, acceptable version of humanity.

We created this "acceptable version" largely because it wasn't safe to be our SELF. Now, the Darkness is on the run, and we must shine brightly as an example to others who are timid about being their true SELF. Only two more years till 2012. We are the leaders of New Earth. As every leader knows, "It can be lonely at the top." However, this time the "top" is the ONE. Hence, there is no loneliness, as we are ALL there. It is just that some people don't know that they are in the ONE, for their primary consciousness is still logged into the old 3D Game.
Time to logout folks!

Do you remember the HOME that we always wanted to go to? Well, we are here NOW. We just need to upgrade our perceptions, which can only happen as we continue to edit our thoughts and emotions. I have found that the best way to "edit" my mind is to send light and unconditional love to that person, place, situation or thing upon which I have projected and/or attached old fears.

Have a great, awakening day,

(If you aren't ready yet to "come out" on the blog, I invite you to "come out" on my email.)
Hurray, Hurray! We are HERE NOW! We just have to keep our consciousness calibrated to the reality in which we are HERE--NOW.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy 2010 Astrology Chart

Happy New Year

2010 It Has Begun!

This message, with pictures, will be on my soon released newsletter, but i wanted to share it my blog now. This astrological chart is symbolic for Gaia in 2010, Gaia being Earth and all Her inhabitants. I chose 12:01 New Years Day in Greenwich, England as Greenwich is the center/zero point for sidereal time. However, I ran a chart for Los Angeles at the same time, and the differences were minimal.

Gaia is beginning the year 2010 with great panache. A Blue Moon, second full moon of the month, with a lunar eclipse on December 31, 2009 at 11:13 am PST, four planets and the North Node in Capricorn, the sign of world government and even a meteor show on January 3 and 4, from Bootes, the constellation of Arcturus. 2010 portends to be a VERY big year.

Pluto (political and spiritual transformation), Venus (feminine, inflow of energy), Sun (Spirit Self), Mercury (communications, contracts, thoughts) and the North Node (do it this lifetime) are all together straddling the third (thoughts, communications) and the fourth house (body, emotions) in Capricorn, the sign for world governments.

Hence, in 2010 Pluto will likely bring forth many transformations in world governments with the women and men (Venus and Mars) standing eye to eye to blend the male and female aspects of government into ONE. Mercury promises a release of long hidden information and writing of new contracts, and the North Node brings in a sense of urgency and “do it Now.” The connection of Pluto, Venus, Sun, Mercury and North Node can work as ONE unit to confront and address and release old illusions that have been held as truth for millennia, in fact, since the fall of Atlantis.

Furthermore, Pluto, Venus, Sun, Mercury and North Node are opposition the Moon (collective consciousness, Goddess Energy). An opposition is 180 degrees, which is like two streams of energy rushing toward and into each other. When there is a Sun opposition Moon there is a “full moon”, in this case, the second full moon of the month—a Blue Moon. There is also a lunar eclipse, just to get every ones’ attention. Do you wonder why you are so tired? No, it is not just that you stayed up too late on New Years Eve. You are absorbing and processing patterns of light that are rocking the foundation of life as you have known it

A full moon lasts only one day. However, this is the chart shows the beginning energies, and also lays the foundation for the entire year, which is the beginning energies and the foundation for the entire year. Not only is there a full moon—a Blue Moon, no less—but the Moon in opposition to the Pluto, Venus, Sun, Mercury and North Node conjunction, places the Moon (collective consciousness and power of the people) in a position to illuminate the hidden truths (Sun conjunct Mercury) and to transmute the consciousness of the world masses (Pluto), to spur the collective consciousness (Moon) to restore our Earth Mother to Her true, pristine beauty and spiritual power (Venus).

This opposition also represents a huge energy shift for our Collective and Planetary Consciousness (Moon) to transform (Pluto) and restore the initial beauty and grandeur (Venus) of Earth, by connecting and aligning our masculine (Sun) and feminine (Moon) qualities to communicate and make decisions (Mercury) based on the good of Gaia (the planet) and ALL Her inhabitants. Yes, Gaia is a Being. In fact, WE, along with all the other inhabitants of Earth, are Gaia. As the illusions are released, this TRUTH shall be increasingly revealed.

The challenge is that our human emotions (Moon) will be amplified to a planetary scale. Since emotions are the basis of our consciousness, which is the basis of our thoughts, expectations, perceptions and ability to create our own reality, we had better stay calm and centered this year. All of the work we have done to be the Master of Energy (thoughts and emotions) will pay off. However, if we allow our emotions to sway into the spectrum of fear, the consequences will be swift and very uncomfortable.

Because of this opposition, there will be times when the particles of light merge in a way that will greatly amplify our insight, creativity, energy, communications and motivation. On the other hand, there will also be times when the particles merge in a manner that seems to cancel out these qualities and leave us feeling exhausted and confused. Fortunately, if we remain centered and free of extremes, the lulls will give us a much-needed opportunity to integrate these immense energies into our consciousness, body and life.

The aspect of Moon opposition Mercury can definitely mean that there will be a great release of information that has long been kept secret. With our emotions (Moon) so charged this year, we will need to feel our Spirit (Sun) comforting us, so that we can take in the illumination that we are receiving. Then, Venus allows us to see the beauty in truthful communications (Mercury), while Pluto urges us to use this truth to transform the foundations of our world. Furthermore, the North Node says, “Do it now!”

The above may seem like more than enough energy to deal with, but it is only one portion of this powerful year. The Piscean Age of “I Believe,” in which we learned blind faith in an unseen power far “above” us, is being replaced by the Aquarian Age of “I Know,” in which that power is found within our SELF. Uranus, ruler of the Aquarian Age, is in the final stages of Pisces, the sign for the Piscean Age. Conversely, Neptune, the ruler of the Piscean Age, is in the final degrees of Aquarius, the sign of the Aquarian Age.

The Piscean Age was the Kali Yuga, the darkest night before the Dawn of the Aquarian, Golden Age. Pisces rules the 12th House, which represents the closing cycle of our return to SELF. As we can see from history, the last two thousand years, in fact the last 200 years, were filled with wars and conflict. With Neptune (the ruler of Pisces) conjunct Jupiter (the great amplifier) in the house of creativity and opposition to Mars (our animal self, or actions and our inner warrior), the old illusions of the Piscean Age will be released to spur us into action and fight for our rights to create our own reality.

The Moon also shines Her reflective inner light onto Neptune and Jupiter to further illuminate the lies we have chosen to believe. We believed these lies because we were too downtrodden and fearful to become the great Spiritual Warrior whom we have always been inside our Soul. Furthermore, Mars is exactly 150 degrees in aspect to Mercury, reminding us the pen is mightier than the sword. The greatest tool to transform our lives is the TRUTH. Mars also sextiles (60 degrees) Saturn (responsibility and release of the old) to remind us to take responsibility and become Masters of our own Energy. We are the creators of our reality. It is this truth that is the gift of the Aquarian Age.

Saturn is also square (90 degrees) to the Pluto, Venus, Sun, Mercury and North Node group. This aspect reminds us to prune that which can no longer grow so that our energy can be focused, not on what is over but, on what is just beginning. This square also means that there will be major changes in world government, especially the pruning of lies and manipulations that we have allowed because we were “working too hard to notice.” We are no longer in the Piscean Age where we must mind our leaders. We now create our own reality—together as ONE people and ONE planet.

The Saturn aspects to both Mars and Pluto-Venus-Sun-Mercury-North Node remind us that energy out is energy back. Therefore, we are responsible for the energy field that enters our life, as it is merely our own energy reflecting back to us. Also, as we transform ourselves we transform the planet, and visa versa. Our call for planetary transformation needs to be based on our taking responsibility for the systems that arise from deep within our self. Hence, we must go deep inside “Saturn’s Cave” (Saturn in the 12th House) to face our own darkness in order to transform our reality.


I took the challenge to enter Saturn’s Cave. At first, I did not know where it was, but then I realized that it must be inside myself. I closed my eyes and took long, slow, deep breaths until my outer world merged into the world inside my SELF. It was dark inside, but then, it was a cave. Then, off to the right, I saw a dim glow and set that as my course. However, at the instant that I intended to go there, I was simply there.

Upon my arrival, the dim glow became a beam of light, which came down from an unknown origin and landed in a small, still pool. The light entered the water straight on without even so much as a tiny splash or bubble. It was like the water was hungry for the light and instantly integrated it into its liquid. Hence, the pool became a pool of liquid light. It remained still and small, but now it appeared to be infinitely deep. As ONE, the light and water dove into the core of Gaia and She eagerly accepted it.

I awoke from my trance/meditation, I thought, but then the most curious thing began to happen. When I ventured out into my everyday life, I discovered that all over the planet, pools of liquid light were forming in the most unusual places. At first people were shocked, but it happened so often that the sudden arrival of a new pool became commonplace. What was baffling was that no one could determine where the light came from.

This reality was so vastly changed from the one I had experienced before that I began to question whether I was still in my meditation, or asleep, or, maybe I was just crazy. Whatever the reason, this was still my reality, and I had to make the best of it, which was actually quite easy, as this reality was much improved over my other one.

Another very unique thing that was happening to all of us in “this reality” was that we would enter our homes to find that we were in the woods, at the seashore, at a desert sunrise or whatever our favorite place in nature was. Then, after just a moment, the vision/reality would vanish, and we would return to the world of our previous expectation.

Soon, we realized that when we were more filled with light, we had a quick flash of nature. On the other hand, we discovered, that if we were doubting ourselves, we would have a quick flash of darkness. Fortunately, we all learned to regulate our thinking before we opened any doors, as we realized that we would see what we were thinking or feeling. More and more, we shared these events with each other, and discovered that we were having the same experiences.

It may appear that people didn’t freak out. However, in the beginning many people became extremely upset and acted-out in fearful ways. However, these people began to slowly dim from our reality—like an old dream that we had almost forgotten. In fact, our entire past began to dim from our memories.

We were so excited to be experimenting with our new toy of instant manifestation that we lost track of people who did not share our sense of enthusiasm about creating a new reality. Once in a while, we remembered what it had been like before we were HERE in the NOW. Concepts like before, after, even up and down, became confusing, as we became accustomed to the HERE, NOW of life. Even the term “life” was changed, because in this reality life didn’t begin or end. Life here never ended or started. Life was infinite.

I tell my story as if it were in the past, but HERE there is only NOW, so I must speak only in the NOW. Somehow I remember entering Saturn’s Cave where I first saw a pool of liquid light. However, I can’t quite remember what “first” means. We have been told that when we become fully accustomed to this reality we will go the “Threshold” to assist others. “Others.” What does that mean?

We are all ONE with a unique signature frequency. Once in a while, we hear stories about how people didn’t “believe” in ETs. Now we don’t even think of our Space Family as extra-terrestrials, because our reality encompasses much more than just one planet. In fact, WE encompass more than a Galaxy.

WE now know that WE are a Cosmic Force, for WE are consciousness. In fact, WE are LIFE! As I/WE proclaim our BEING as life, I/WE hear a voice. Actually, there are many voices, but they are so perfectly harmonized that they sound like an orchestra. The many voices sing,

“We Are ONE!”